Understanding

'Understanding' a word that means know what the problem is ; what the meaning is..

Practising the 'understanding' is not as easy as u spell it out. Sometimes u need 'how' to practise this 'understanding'.

Understanding ones is not as simple as u understanding a math formula which can make u easier to solve the math questions when u practise it more often as they said "practise makes perfect".

Sometimes u have tried your best to understand the others, but they even dont know and still blame u for everything happened. But that doesn't mean that they also understand u either.
As if that all u have to do is just need to understand them. They even dont care anything about u.

When u know the 'how' to do the 'understand', finally all u got just 'tired'.
U'll feel tired when u need to understand something that u dont expect, something that makes u uncomfort. Do we have to keep understanding??? Do I have to?

I would like to, but my soul does not. I even can't make any kind of decision. Why do we have to chose?? Seems like I can't stand any longer.. Why dont we just end everything up?

Dad's Birthday

28 March'09 was my Dad's 59 birthday.
It's Saturday, so my mom asked me to go home.

I bought a pudding cake (my fav), but I was not sure that it would be so fine until I arrived home which it took about 2 hours trip from Medan to Tebing Tinggi (*my hometown).
The storekeeper told me that it would melt within 2 hours.

I hold it along the way home.
Even I had been very very careful in taking this cake, but who knew that there were so many campaigns out there which made me stuck in the traffic jam for couple hours.

I thought that I would arrive in 2 hours. A bit worried with my pudding cake's condition. However, I still hold it carefully for more than 4 hours in the car. I could imagine the cake's condition inside the box.

After I arrived, I opened the box and took a look. I was shocked with the condition. :(
It seemed like had been crashed by a great earthquake or kind of storm. I even didn't have any more mood to take the pict with candles. The chocolate topping melted. When my Dad saw it, he didn't say anything.
Hopefully he didn't show any disappointed expression. I felt so sorry.. Later I moved it into freezer at once.

This pict was taken after I took it out from freezer. What a messy cake.. But the taste still yummy.. hohoohoho.. Happy Birthday Daddy !!!!!

Nightmare during The Movie

Feel so excited to watch the Dragon Ball movie that night. But, I'd missed couple minutes scene when I got there. Took the seat and hope that could make myself relax during the movie since I got there after work and hadn't changed my uniform yet. But couple minutes later, someone rocked the backrest of my seat. It's really annoying, then I took a look what's going on behind my seat. OMG !!! Looked like a pair of feet laid on the backrest. Then I mumbled, "How come? Really impolite !!! They almost reach my head. I wonder who sit behind me." Then my friend told me that it's not feet but a pair of a child's hands. So I turned my head again to make sure that it's really a pair of hand. Yes, a hyperactive kid who ran back and forth and couldn't sit properly since the movie started >.<" .

Well, the movie was just so so, but fortunately the GOKU was pretty goodlooking, so I didn't get bored.
hohohoho... Not only GOKU, the women characters were also really standout especially Chi Chi who could made the guys in the cinema stared at her along the movie and even whistled -__________-".

At the climax of the movie where they were attacked by Piccolo and made such noisy explosion sound, someone suddenly seized may hair firmly as my head pulled up, the hand came from behind of my seat. OMG !!! What had happened??? (Felt like I joined the fight in the movie, so real..) Made me shocked !!!!
I turned my head and I saw a kid, I couldn't see his face clearly because it was so dark. Then I started to mumble, "whose kid is it? How dare him did this kind of thing to me? NIGHTMAREEEE !!!! I haven't suffered this kind of condition in my life." I just could blame that the seat didn't have any good feng shui >.<" .

I continued watching until the movie ended. Most of the people had exited, but we still sat there.
The light had been turned on, and I thought that it would be time for me to find out which kid had seized my hair. I was shocked when I saw about 5 or 6 kids behind me with their mom, dad, aunty and even grandma. I even didn't know which was the "kid".
Suddenly their Dad (*I guessed) who was toting a baby told his hyperactive son, "go and say sorry to this "AUNTY (Tante)" (o0o0oo0o.... it's completely being a nightmare!!!) ".

Monday's Gift

Monday... Really dont like MONDAY..
Every Monday is the most horrible day.
Never ever like Monday..

But quite different for this Monday, when I recieved a special handmade gift. hoohoho..
It's 2 March 2009. A great handmade tiger miniature.
One of my colleague gave me as symbol for my chinese zodiac. What a wonderful present ^^. Actually I do prefer Tigger, Winnie The Pooh's best friend.

She found a website (I forgot the web) which contained a lot of miniature's patterns. Then she printed them on the glossy photo papers and cut them into pieces. So she could stick them and built the body. Look at this pict. It's welldone, isn't it?
hohohohoho...

She has made many kinds of these miniatures, such as panda, wolf, castle, London Bridge, and the most awesome one is ship (I dont know what it's name, but this kind of ship mostly found inside the glass bottle). She told me that she had to print about 50 pages of patterns to make one castle. OMG !!! I don't have such kind of patience to cut the 50 pages patterns and stick them one by one >.<" .

But, I do admit that it's a really great artwork.

Paintings

It's my 1st wet into wet painting with watercolor media.
It took about 6-7 months to finish it.
(PS : I painted these paintings once a week, sometimes twice a month)
*Missed the class so often* LOL :p


It's my 2nd wet into wet painting with watercolor media.
Finished in about 3 months.


Actually I'd finished this painting couple years ago. Even I had forgotten when it was.
It wasn't taken too long to finish this one, just about 3 months. isn't it? I guess.. hohoho..
I haven't framed this one coz it hasn't been finished completely yet.
I just finished the birds only. Hope I could finish it soon ^^

It's my 1st canvas painting. It took about 9 months to finish it -________-"
Finally it's finished by the end of 2008.
Started from my teacher's 2nd month pregnancy till her son born
and finally finished when her son reached 2 months old. LOL

And I got lots of comments for this painting.
Hope there would be more improvement for the next one.

Thanks u guys for all of ur comments ^^

My Beloved Family

Here I write this blog for the 1st time. Anyway, suddenly I think of my family, because I'll go back to my hometown this Saturday for 2 days. Missing my mom's chicken soup so much. Yummyyyy....

Love this pict so much, which taken at my 22nd birthday dinner (*it's also my sis' 16th birthday) on 11 January 2009.
It might have been missing something from the pict above -.-". Where's my pudding cake huh?? Someone helped me to design this pict, but I think he might have missed it. Perhaps he'd cropped it away -______-".
But anyway, thank u so much for ur help.

Let me introduce one by one, from the LADY in black blouse is my sis, then my bro, me, my mom & dad. The old lady who sit next to me is my beloved granny who had raised me since I was kid. She used to take me to school. Most of my friends and teachers know her better than my mom. hohohoho...
Now she's too old enough to take care of her grandchildren, especially Me. She's my greatest granny ever.